the blue boogie (:

2005-12-15T14:33:00.000+08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT!!!

I'VE MOVED!!!!

BYE!

LAST POST

2005-12-10T05:42:00.000+08:00

this is my last post here.

ive decided to abandon this blog, cos of all the unhappy memories here.

though it'll be good to click on the archives and read up on my past.. somethings just cannot be changed. well, i just can't get it off my mind. like why did it happen anyway, gah.

so bye bye bloggy. i'll relink this to my new one next time (:

pixiedust

2005-12-10T03:45:00.000+08:00

today is resting day! haha (:

disneyland rocks. its a magnificent place! i agree its really the happiest homecoming on earth ((: i love disneyland!!

been thinking about lots of things there.. cos you know the queues very longgg, nothing to do also.. so my brain somehow sprouted out lots of thinking.

anyway, disneyland rocks! ((: kwa kwa kwa. we ate pizza for lunch. i tell you arh, we've been eating FATTY food eversince i've stepped into america >< im fat now, seriously. boo!! monday ate pizza, tuesday ate kfc, wednesday ate burger, thursday ate pizza!! *faints* so people, don't be surprised if you see a totally obese dora on the first day of school 2006 k. be prepared.

been thinking about whether i should migrate to america. its a really really nice place (: they've got everything. 4 seasons, nice people, big big place, lots of brands originated from here, fat people, really obese ones. hahahaha k im kidding. nevermind, i like singapore better ((:

i thought i've gotten over the sec2 classes thingy.. as in, separation from a class you've been for 2 years. well maybe i havent. went to zhou's blog, read her chalet entry, then went to althea's blog, read her tribute entry. actually i still feel a tinge of regret for not treasuring 2f when the times were still there.. i still feel reluctant to move on to sec3.. i still feel angry with myself for not having my happiest moments in the colourful classroom that was painted by our pathetic hands. i still feel mad at myself for sticking with the same people all the way for a year, then start making new friends, and get mistaken, and get accused, and feel bad all over again. i still feel stupid about all my stupid thoughts during the 2 years with the same people. i feel dumb. all this negative thinking. but somehow, i can't help but still continue missing and loving 2f. the 2f the way it is, how stupid, dumb, mad, angry i felt towards it. all the tears that were shed for it, all the criticism and hatred that i used to say about it.. i dunno, it's just a mixed feeling of emotions.

i miss home. i miss dunman high. i miss 2f. i miss singapore!! i miss everything that is out of my sight now. you'll only learn how to treasure things once you lost them. how true this is..

im in usa!!

2005-12-08T10:33:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE im here using my pops' laptop! lalala.

im replying tags. whee thanks for tagging human beans ((: whoots.

zina- dont worry i'll spread my laughter to you too :D
ivan- you want music? i can sing for you kwa kwa!
yh- haha all the best to you too!!
yuntong- gah gah happy holidays!

oh well, i think my skin's getting really boring. doh.

anyway, today i went to the zoo!! it was ~~fun~~ sian. it's like going to singapore zoo lah, only thing different is that singapore zoo no panda. muahaha the panda was so cute!! it was fat fat fat! and furry! like a furby! -.-

then i saw lots of waste, animal waste. rhino poo, cow dung, elephant dung, camel dung, yadda yadda. the smelliest was the cow dung. cos i could smell it from a distance. HAHA so kua zhang.

then we ate burgers for lunch! i tell you ah, the burgers are twice the size of singapore burgers. i think the angmohs will laugh their head off when they eat macdonalds in singapore, cos it's so tiny!

and i miss singapore toilets!! everyone, dora concludes that singapore's toilets rock k? i mean those really clean ones. even american toilets are.. weird. the door and the wall has this 1cm space you know. then it's like, the people outside can see your legs and you can see the people outside. no privacy. blah. but one thing i like about their toilets is.. there is toilet paper everywhere!! so i wont have to worry that i have nothing to wipe my butt. whee!

im staying over at my uncle's house. so big and nice!! whee i love joshua and faith ((: my cute lil cousins. angmohs are really nice. im gonna marry one next time. HOHOHO.

yesterday we went to sea world!! saw lotsa lotsa dolphins!! and whales and seals and sea lions and all those water things. but never see spongebob ): doh. there was this 'pets rule' place. their show was cute!! haha occasionally they have this pig coming out, making everyone laugh their butts off.

well things are really turning out well here. i really really miss home. gah i miss maple!! and i miss my bed and i miss dunno how many shows already. boo.

tmr im going disneyland!! *screams and faints* hahahahahahahaha.

in the airport

2005-12-03T14:54:00.000+08:00

YO IM USING FREE INTERNET HAHAHA

this internet's free!! :D i'm a typical singaporean ymy. i love free things! :D

well the rest of my family are eating. i wasn't hungry so ya, came to use the FREE internet!! ((: so yup this will be my last post before i fly off.

oh yes, bad news. i cut my hair. now i look like a big ugly fat freak ): so ugly!! >< but still can tie lah.. though its very short now. sigh shouldn't have cut my hair. now i miss it so much. cannot act as pontiyanak anymore. sigh sigh sigh.

will be back on 25th nov 1am in the morning! wait for me.. ((: lol

new skin!!

2005-12-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

THE ~~PINK~~ PEACH CRAZE IS OVER! XD

whee see my new skin? *applause* haha k i applause for myself, myself. many people have been calling me the spastic/retarded/lame thingy lately, well, i really very lame meh?! gah. i added kuku cos i think kuku is nice. haha kukubird! =D

i remember this stupid stupid maths question my brother always asks me. see if you know the answer! lol.

sam: jie i ask you a question okay
me: doh what
sam: what is 1+1?
me: 2 (knowing that the answer is will eventually be stupid)
sam: wrong! 1+1= a number sentence!
me: ha. ha.
sam: what is 1+1?
me: a number sentence -___-
sam: wrong! 1+1=2!
me: oh. ha. ha.
sam: jie you are sooo dumb!
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and he went off mapling happily like a freak.

hohum. lame genes i suppose. it's all in the genes. oh no eunice says she thinks i'm from mars. well i was!! haha primary school house ymy. LOL -.-

oh yes! i remembered the time when i went jogging.. betty started asking sam and i this joke.
*caution: all betty's jokes are not funny*

betty: jiejie! i ask you and samuel a joke ok! (starts giggling herself)
sam: KORKOR! CALL ME KORKOR!
betty: fine. jiejie! i ask you and KORKOR a joke ok! (giggling)
me: whaaaaaaat
betty: i tell you ah, there was once ah (starts laughing)
me and sam: -_______- jogs off
betty: SAMUEL GOH COME BACK
sam: what the..

so we 2 went back to hear her joke.

b: there was once this pig right. this pig wanted to go toilet right. then right, the teacher dun let the pig go right!
s+me: right.
b: (giggles) then the teacher was teaching abc! and dont allow the pig to go toilet.
b: but then right, the pig dun wan to go toilet anymore. how come?
s: i know!!
-- betty stops him --
me: oh betty i give up ):
b: the pig learnt the letter 'P' and PEE already lor!!

and there she goes, there she goes again, laughing her head off.

sam got influenced i think, and they started laughing.

there was a period of silence, cos i didn't really understand. well now i do.

:D

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

2005-11-30T17:03:00.000+08:00

I SLACKED!
OMG

MUST
START
NOW!!

doh

2005-11-29T20:24:00.000+08:00

i don't know what's my problem.

it's in the past already, what for you go click on her archives!? you want to be reminded of that horrible past is it?! why did you re-read everything and feel sads all over again when it's all over?! DOH! stupid fingers. why did you even make me click those buttons ><

must get over it. it's over already anyway, but still (!!) i don't know. gah zi4 zuo4 zi4 shou4. stupid fingers.. chop you all off lah.

the past is past, don't brood over it.. *chanting*

peach skin!!

2005-11-29T16:36:00.000+08:00

TAKE NOTE:

*grabs a huge megaphone*

THIS SKIN IS ~~PINK~~ PEACH!

yay thanks wenmei!! you gave me the colour of life! you enlightened me! you took me out of the miserable pink concept i was in.. thank you.. (kowtows)

i am a good girl today, i did my homework. lol and we're setting off in 4 more days!! so excited! i love sitting on aeroplanes! especially SIA, cos infront got this screen. kwa kwa kwa, can play play play and watch watch movies! :D yay i love SIA! and i love SAI too! no actually i prefer dabian, oh well they're both the same things.

momo peach ((:

THIS IS NOT PINK

2005-11-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

TAKE NOTE:

*grabs a huge megaphone*

THIS SKIN IS NOT PINK!

ARGH! promise you, i promise you, the next skin will be blue. well i do make pink blogskins, but still, i won't use them! i only make them! seriously, i strictly do not like pink. bleah. i love, LOVE blue. >< can't help it lah s.h.e fits this colour nicely.. imagine if this background was blue! so uncompatible with the three pretty faces up there right? ((:

i feel more accomplished towards the night. kwa kwa kwa, i did all the never-seen-before-words for all the articles! and now i'm left with thirty more responses.

THIRTY!? *faints*

DUN PROCRASTINATE!!

2005-11-28T15:49:00.000+08:00

im a procrastinator ):
i am
i am i am!! ><
can anyone give me the motivation to start completing my homework?!

pops and mops have been nagging alrd.. ok they've been nagging since the holidays started.. >< and we're leaving this sat (!!) so ya i must finish all my homework before take off.

gah blogskins are distracting me! i'll only end up making skins and forgetting all about the microsoft word document there blinking, waiting for me to operate it. oh yes anyway i'm rhythmic*soul ((: go see my skins k! i'm digressing!! focus. FOCUS.

*pulls hair* so far i've only done 1 news article! from 7am until now! like what the heck am i doing?! i'm wasting time, that is!

i think i'm gonna be botak soon.

new skin

2005-11-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

WHOOTS!

this is my 2nd computerised-manually made-strictly hundred percent dorothy made- skin! ((: is it nice? is it? is it? spent one night making it ((: whee i feel accomplished!

oh yes, did i mention in my previous previous entry that i bought the s.h.e album alrd? well, in case i didn't..

I GOT THE S.H.E 8TH ALBUM!!!

and did i mention that the songs rock though they were sad and broken hearted? gah i think i mentioned all those already. nevermind, it's good to repeat in case you didn't hear :D

anyway woke up early in the morning today to download the full maple client for my BROTHER. wah lao i didn't even get a sincere thank you from that guy >< ok shant say more cos his just beside me :D

i finished 4 newspaper articles already!! *applause* haha k i know 4 is very little but still.. :D i did something what, at least. better than rotting at home kiao-ing ka.. ((: i did 4 newspaper articles! i did! i did!

whoots i like my new skin, don't you?

thank you nazi -.-

2005-11-26T20:59:00.000+08:00

just saw zina my granddaughter's blog and she made me continue this game -.- fine i didn't even know my name was there. but since i have apparently nothing to do, so i shall do it! kwa kwa kwa..

hmm suppose to list out 5 things about myself-

1. i love blue
2. i love s.h.e
3. i am a girl
4. i am fourteen
5. i am doing this quiz :D

and the 5 people i've chosen to continue this game are..

jiayun, melina, eunice, wenyi, huiwen! ((:

feeling better

2005-11-26T20:35:00.000+08:00

being an ahma feels real good! haha ahma is happy that she has so many wonder granddaughters ((: thanks lots u all. just ignore that post cos it was during the great depression. lol and ahma loves you all!! ((: and to jiayun and rachel too <3

ok so.. i want to announce that..

I'VE GOT THE SHE 8TH ALBUM!!

and i got the admission ticket to their signature concert which is next year! haha betcha zhen zhen haven buy hers yet. okay maybe she bought alrd lah but still.. whee!! the songs are very nice.. but all sad sad broken hearted lyrics. nevermind, i still like it.

oh yes, i watched harry potter at 11 today! actually before that ya we went jogging -.- so we sort of rushed to the cinema. iciban!! so nice!! though they cut out alot of parts.. i still find it fantabulous. 11 stars! upon 10 stars! and you all know something?

CHO CHANG (katie leung)
HERMIONE (emma watson)
FLEUR (??) .. are all so CHIO!!

omg i can't stand it, i must sit down. angmohs are so so so so pretty ((: and tall and everything. emma is 169cm lah WTH?! i'm not even any bit near 160.. ><

s.h.e! emma! katie! fleur! ahh! ahh! ahh!!!

sigh

2005-11-25T19:05:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder, if i'm really doing it out of passion, or is it because.. -.- nevermind.

oh well.. just feel so, shi bai. why am i so fucking lousy?! why am i so fucking stiff?! why am i so fucking @$&^@#%&#!@!!? gah, horrible. horrible. horrible! sometimes i wished i hadn't join wudao. i think i totally plunge down the standard. i know perfecting steps need practice, but still? i practice! i did, i do, i've done it. but to no avail, i'm still as lousy as erxin as horrible as shit *too long a list*

reminding myself that not everyone was born with dancing as their natural talent doesn't really help sometimes.. cos i know they train really very very hard. even harder than me, cos they learn it professionally duh. i can't expect myself in one night's time to woosh! know how to somersault, split, do all those things that'll make one scream in pain for the other. but every dancer has that sorta stupid thinking. lol i have, (k maybe i'm the only stupid dancer -.-)

i get a really wierd feeling whenever i'm there. i just felt like giving up. like, what the heck am i doing there lah?! just ruining the whole atmosphere.. bet you zhong lao shi also gets the same impression of me.. i can sense that he was shaking his head when he saw me -.- nevermind. should get used to it..

sometimes i really want to breakdown during practices. i'm even worse than the sec1s. can you believe it? bet you can, cos i can too! i can't help but keep feeling zibei, zibei, zibei, zibei, zibei. in terms of everything.

gah, sorry blog, i just wasted your bandwidth complaining.

psle results!!

2005-11-24T10:42:00.000+08:00

today's the day of the PSLE results!!

im excited for my brother! and for today's exception, i'll be late for the used textbooks project.. yups. oh yea so i havent been blogging for quite a while ya? dun worry i havent departed from the blogging world.. just that i couldn find the time to blog. being at d'marquee has been real fun! we pack books for a good course! and duh we benefit loads from it too ((:

we get to make new friends and we got free textbooks!! k that's the best part. haha :D very tiring lah. but anyway, i think i got arm muscles alrd! everyday carry this carry that.. whee so fun!

oh well im suppose to do my newspaper articles now. so ya gna blog abt sam's results later. hoho BYE!

d'marquee

2005-11-20T22:15:00.000+08:00

betty celebrated her birthday at maternal grandparents house today (: it was fun! well, the eating part. haha we had mango delight! (the cake) and pizza. which was quite pathetic lah cos it was the delivery man's DEBUT delivery -.- he actually forgot about the drink. so he went to 7-11 to buy one for us -___-

alls well, betty had lotsa presents and im very jealous. lol aye my birthday coming liao *hint hint* 18 FEB!! im gonna be 15 soon, like wth? i still cant face the truth that im 14 alrd. cos ya no 14 is at my height.. nevermind im still growing (:

went to expo just now! was very crowded. gah, got this maplestory family fair!! :D so cute!! got this gigantic orange mushroom and slime! kwa kwa kwa. i actually poked it! and it didn repent! kwa kwa kwa! k i know its not alive but let me be happy for a while.. :D

hohums. supposed to fetch betty to chess tmr.. but suddenly remembered that i have the used textbooks proj on! yay ten bucks. WHOOHOO. im working for ten days! ten times ten equals hundred. im money minded, i love money!

lotsa money money whoo!

helos

2005-11-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

its fun talking to zhen zhen :D

anyway, i must really wake up and face reality.
cos things doesn seem to be what it should be.

nothing is impossible- so now, im gonna jump out of the window to see whether i can fly.
did you notice that impossible is I M POSSIBLE? kwa kwa. so lame. im here trying to have a long entry for ghost(s) to read. hmm, nono im just trying to make my life more interesting, so nex time when i look back at my archives i'll know what a pathetic teenage life i had.

im in 3i. should i be happy.. or sad? im trying real hard not to think abt next year. cos i made some resolutions that doesn seem to be er, resoluted. gah in other words, fulfilled. sigh, life's sad. dunno why but nowadays photoshop has become part of my life! photoshop helps alot. it can help to shed off the flabby fats on your body and let you have curves to die for. it can cover up all your bad bad acne problems and let you have clear smooth flawless skin. it can tone skin colours, clear eyebags, modify those organs and make you the most gorgeous looking girl on earth. like wow technology now so fa1 da2.. and its still fa1-ing and da2-ing. doh.

in the morning pops brought us to jogging. like wth lah i was dragged out of bed again. haha then on the car heard lemon tree- the chinese version, which is so much nicer than the english one. ho, then i heard the word.. isolation! i think that's a nice word ((: hey 3i! 3isolation. kwa kwa so disheartening lol. kk 3iloveyou -____-

kinda happy cos now betty's been transferred to my room (: got accompliment! but the thing is i can't sleep late alrd.. cos the lights will be on and betty cant slp. oh well anything for my dear lil sister ((:

and now sam and betty aspect me to call them DIDI and MEIMEI. cos afterall they call me JIE, so i have to call them back -.-

how nice lol.

ZHOU YONG HENG

2005-11-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

EVERYONE!!

dora is proud to say that.. she likes a boy!! like, finally. hahaha, i mean, a boy from tv. cos you know lah i always go gaga over chiobus either on tv or in public.. k im NOT so NOT a lesbian. so yup now im gonna prove to you that i like a guy!!

that is..

OUYANG SHAN!! heh heh heh ((((:

okie if you don't watch qing chu yu lan you won't get what i'm talking.

lala his real name is zhou yong heng. kwa kwa. i purposely wait until the last part you know. when they put who act as what.. then i purposely go and notice his name!! :D WHEE!!

eunice likes renfu *pukes, wenyii likes 5566 *pukes, melly likes jay *pukes, evie likes daniel radcliffe, janice likes so many guys, etc etc.. (((: and i like zhou yong heng!! WHEE!!

k then. bye bye!

good day people

2005-11-18T15:19:00.000+08:00

hello. im glad to say that i did this skin myself (: *applause*

anyway, i brought my a3 book alrd! yup the newspapers are stuck nicely on the papers! kwa kwa, and i have to finish all my hw by.. next week! cannot procrastinate anymore.. no more time left ): and im gonna buy my sec3 books tmr! and betty's gonna buy her p2 books tmr. how time flies.. its just like yesterday that i stepped into dunman high. doh.

i miss epps lots.. when i fetched betty to school yesterday.. when i read the eliasian times yesterday.. many memories start flowing back..

i miss the teachers
i miss the school building
i miss the canteen food
i miss the stupid auntie at the toilet
i miss the hop scotches
i miss the lift (dhs got no lift ok -.-)
i miss the big big field
i miss the big big hall
i miss the big big green floor of the hall
i miss the small small stage
i miss the classrooms ):

i miss mdm poon, miss lim, miss leong..
i miss being flat chested
i miss being able to laugh at things which i don't find funny now
i miss being a prefect
i miss wearing the tie
i miss boys' uncracked voice
i miss the innocent looks of my juniors
i miss the green apple juice at stall 1
i miss the school song
i miss cheerleading
i miss action box
i miss being in the newsletters everytime :D
i miss wearing that yellow uniform
i miss jiayun, huiwen, adlin..

i miss elias park! ):

elias park elias park with you as my guide
we hope to face the future and to serve our nation with guide.. <3

ps. miss brenda yeow is retiring this year.

wad were u thinking

2005-11-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

i must have it..

i cant stand it.. ahh.. i must have it.. i've been waiting.. and now its getting cold.. but still.. twice a day or once a day.. i must have it now.. i cant stand it any more.. ahh..

k im very smelly. bye i need to go bathe.

what were you thinking? :D

2005-11-16T17:37:00.000+08:00

IM RICH!

as in, rich in the mind. k nevermind. i want to be rich. give me money lah. i very poorthing one leh, tolong tolong :D

anyway, I KNW HOW TO MAKE SKINS. *screams and faints* ok nevermind.. so yupp sooner or later i'll change skin to one that is made by yours truly!

btw its not nice having a sibling to block you on msn everyday :(

i should start on my homework

2005-11-14T10:52:00.000+08:00

gah tday's the.. 2nd week of nov! or izzit the 3rd?

hmm i should start on my homework liao.. i mean i started alrd, its time i start eh, FINISHING it up! haha -_____-

oh well the day started out well with me finding what i wanted! whee so happy. haha lol and thank you zina and melly.. so touching lah your posts =') heh.

so yesterday so yesterday.. haven't you heard im gonna be okay (ya right -.-)

toodoo

2005-11-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

eh dunno why but i slept my longest record tday! woke up in the morning at 10, watch twin brothers, then ate lunch. after lunch slept from 12 to 6, then had dinner, then watch qi tian da sheng, until now. lol k not very long -.-

BYE!

i miss 2f...

2005-11-12T23:23:00.000+08:00

have lotsa stuff to say.. but somehow.. i dno..

i miss 2f lots..

i miss 2f

2005-11-11T13:14:00.000+08:00

i dno wad's the problem with me. so sad liao still hear graduation -.-

anyway, i like this phrase alot :

fate sure has a way of making fun of people, put them together.. then separate them again..

well i guess fate's teaching us how to treasure the ones beside us.. cos we'll only start treasuring them after losing them.. if only, if only-

graduation lyrics is very very nice.. this is not a goodbye, its just a time for each of us to fly.

class chalet

2005-11-11T09:32:00.000+08:00

it was a blast! ((:

yup to me lah! so fast the chalet's over, now im online waiting for the appealing results. if not i'd continue sleeping finding zhou1 gong1. lol.

anyway read lots of ppl's blogs just now, and im proud to say that they work btr than alarm clocks! ((: haha -.- not funny but its true ya. as in the comments really make you wake up from dreams and face the cruel reality.

im such an ass. haha as in the donkey heehaw heehaw not your buttock that ass. HAHA -.- no link. k maybe i am your buttock that ass -____- nevermind. not gna start up a blogwar as it'll kill many innocent lives. just one word, or rather, a sentence i wna say is..

you've got everything misunderstood.

CONCERT OVER!

2005-11-05T17:29:00.000+08:00

WHOOTS just came back from my mum's kindergarten concert.. you know the reason cos i didn go for wudao on wed? nevermind, ITS OVER!

ahh i love little kiddies!! they're so cute!! and innocent.. and so so adorable (: they quarrel over the slightest things! laugh at the not-funny-but-funny-to-them things! i love kids! and haha yar everyone was like that when they were young.. i rmbered that i use to cry like siao when my friend didn want to friend me. HAHA k nevermind. so funny when i recalled it.

they are very short :D the tallest only until my stomach. OKAY that's quite tall for a k1 kid alrd i knw -.- and the rest were barely until my butt!! hahaha i was their big jie jie and all of them wanted me to favour them. HAHA told you before i felt like a goddess :D there was also one more person helping my mum, esther! she's 18 i spose. anyway, she has this jacket. then when we were in the air con room, one of the kindergarten kids alyssa, complained that she was cold. so esther gave her the jacket. THEN the rest of the kids saw it and said 'I ALSO VERY COLD I ALSO VERY COLD I ALSO VERY COLD!!' -_____- and that's also another ap kia keep poking me -.- very fun meh.. haha i was like that too :D

they danced to the tune victory! by bond. haha so funny. well the girls were so skinny that their swimming costume can drop off -.- and reveal things that shouldn be revealed. and i make up for them!! haha and they couldn smile properly. as in, to put blusher mus SMILE to see the cheekbone right? i tell them to smile they just give me a blank look. ok nevermind.

oh well today was a fun day! being with kids is FUN FUN FUN!! whee i love being a big jie jie. haha (:

dash

2005-11-04T08:28:00.000+08:00

gah im online on such an early wet morning.

its raining its pouring the old man is snoring he bumped his head and went to bed and couldn wake up in the morning :D

ok nevermind -.- oh well.. im waiting for the combi listings online!! im excited =x lol hope i'll get into my first choice.. and i wna get into theatre arts!! ((: or media. lalala THEATRE ARTS!! ((: so happy. T_T

hmms i think my layout is nice! dont u think so. haha its rather BLUE in the picture (: ehs? yup so nice and so blue! k this is morning madness.

later got wudao.. tinge of reluctance while thinking of it.. im tired. doh.

hello

2005-11-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

walking out early in the morning certainly has pulled the bond of my family members closer together (: so happy! and ya samuel is mad telling everyone to shut up. nevermind.

lala in the afternoon we watched SKY HIGH!! damn nice (: yup i recommend you all to watch it!! haha ichiban. anyway tmr we're get out class combis. OMG. tmr, ONLINE. so if you wake up super duper early you'll probably be the first one and can announce it to the whole world through a megaphone. im gonna get ready for tmr's great big big big big big discovery and shock. i think i'll either faint in shock or faint in happiness. and yar afternoon got wudao, so i'll probably be laughing in shock or laughing in happiness at the extension area. doh.

hmm i just pissed off a snr. oops.

hellos

2005-11-02T19:18:00.000+08:00

went to thompson baptist church kindergarten today! that's my mum's kindergarten. went to help put make up on the litte kiddies! that's why didn turn up for wudao today.. >.< SRY!!

anyway THEY ARE ALL SO CUTE!! and short. LOL so nice you know, a whole bunch of kiddies calling JIE JIE!! JIE JIE!! JIE JIE!! and i was like a goddess.. you naughty jie jie dun give you sweet. LOL k nvm -.-

slept from 4-6 jus now. the tauhuey doesn lie is very boring.

i love huiwen!! muacks! (:

2005-11-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

sorry. i tried to avoid certain things but still. i can't. sorry.

jogging day

2005-11-01T21:14:00.000+08:00

went jogging in the morning today! haha we went to finess corner. well the monkey bars were slippery so i didn dare to do it. gah and then my oh-so-great father went to do the you knw the 2 bars and you lift yrself up and you walk walk walk.. that thing? ok nevermind -.- as i've told you before it was SLIPPERY, he so mian qiang go and do it -.- and guess what? he fell. ok sam and my first reaction was O.O WE DUNNO YOU! cos he was practically laughing very loudly when he got up, so spastic. so throwface!! he wad XD while sam and i were O.O and ok i think i knw the feeling of throwface-ness when pple are with me liao.. heh..

anyway, after that we ate DIMSUM!! whoots. k i dun like dim sum but anyway got cheecheongfun!! XD k i practically ate all the cheongfuns cos i dun like dim sum. nevermind.

i've started on the tauhuey doesn lie book!! you know the chinese book we're supposed to read during the hols? yar TAUHEUEY DOESN LIE. i directly translated it. so billingual!! *applause* haha i should take bsp right? RIGHT.

was feeling quite pissed just now on the way to dinner. the stupid old man who lives next door is so fucking cheebye and the old lady who just sat on our round table has attitude problem. like, we alrd chop the place liao lor she carry her stuff and just sit there. if she wasn old i'd pour my soup on her. URGH!! whew.

tmr going to help out mop's kindergarten concert!! :D

GOOD GRACIOUS

2005-10-31T17:03:00.000+08:00

omfg. what is the world coming into?! went to friendster and puked tons of buckets of blood and my lunch. now i LOVE MOT. used to think that they were being very crude and blah blah.. >.<

AHH!!! friendster's bandwidth is ruined. luckily the ppl i know dun talk lyKkxx diiishxXx.. and smile with their face bending down with their eyes open BIG BIG O_O <- they look like this LOL.

enough puking. my eyes are tired and i dun feel like fetching betty. HOW?

sad monday

2005-10-31T11:31:00.000+08:00

just now read lotsa ppl's blogs.. all about separation.. den the tap started running. lol dried up liao. anyway and yup i felt something sensational. LOL okay nevermind. why is it that we tend to treasure stuff only after we lose them? why is it that time passes so fast not enabling me to catch up.. why is it that everything's changing changing changing changing?!

life's an endless road. for some ppl, there's a destination they have to reach, so they have to run run RUN! to get there. for some ppl, the destination is not important, its the process getting there that's important (: and for the rest, YOU THINK THEY CARE MEH. doh.

eunice told me this:

the solar system is part of the universe. and in the universe, there's not only ONE solar system u know. tsk. lol and u dunno there are how many solar systems in this universe! like WOW right. and that's not all! there are a hundered over universes in the whole eh, SPACE! so u imagine, in the solar systems of the hundred over universes, there's also another earth. another planet whr living creatures exist.

who knows? there might be someone who looks identically like you and me! this is horrible. i want to be the only DOROTHY GOH leh! gah. im pretty sure that there are living creatures (: cos u know, the distance between the sun cannot be too cold or too hot.. just right for living things to thrive on. but hey hey HEY! the planet's not neccessarily need to be called earth. it maybe be called dora! "hey the dora's ozone layer is depleting!!"

so if you sink even deeper.. some of you realise that "HEY actually my existence in this world is so teeny weeny tiny. so it doesn even matter if i die or not right?" WRONG. i tell you, wrong wrong wrong! (actually i think its partly correct but u knw i trying to be a psychologist :D)

we're born here for a reason! our father's million sperms ran after our mother's great egg. but only one won the whole competition!

EGG + WINNER SPERM = YOU!

(: yupp that's the formula. if you just jump off the building now, you're breaking your parents heart. then why did they even waste their time supplying sperms and eggs to make you right?! yupp RIGHT! k im answering my own question. nevermind. and besides, they've seen us grow. from a pathetic 1 cm zygote to a fully grown 170cm adult! (: put urselves in ur mama papa's shoes k? and soon you'll realise that your life is much more worth it than a tiny ant's.

this whole lengthy post may not seem to make any sense to you. lol nevermind, so after this you should know why i always fail my compo and oral presentations. k not FAIL lah but just pass? (:

ciao~

doh

2005-10-30T20:19:00.000+08:00

不管路有多么远，我们还是要走下去`

to all sad ppl in the world.. CHEER UP!! (:

had a really nice talk with myself ytd night. yup the tap was running. lol talking to empty space is a really nice way of distressing. as in, pouring out all thoughts and problems.. and i've thought it over. i shouldn be so !#$% over it right? im still young!! haha and yea i cant let this thing put me down (: everything's just 一场游戏，一场梦 (im billingual lol)

blue is the colour of tranquility, calmness.. and sadness. blue is my favourite colour (: HAHA NO LINK -.- nevermind. well yup im gonna have more talks in the future, at least the darkness understands me. and helps me erase unhappy memories and start afresh again when i wake up the next morning. PPLE YOU SHOULD TRY THAT TOO!!

the options i've chosen.. i won't regret it, right? 这是我，高利盈，选择的路。我是不会后悔的！

scenes from war and beauty flashed into my mind.. really really love that show lots. so touching and inspiring. hope mervyn burns the dvd.. >.< i wanna rewatch it again!!

ok so much positive words.. lol read their blogs (: glad their happy. lol im happy too!! LALALALA. false front. lol.

darkness prevails. hohohohohoho cant wait to go out with eunice tmr! <3 love ya dear (:
我不是每一次失恋过后就能够从新再来-

i miss 2f

2005-10-29T17:00:00.000+08:00

just the start of the dumb holidays.. and im 2f sick =(

miss 2f alot. gahh, if only i could turn back time.. I WOULD. btw i uploaded the last day of school pictures alrd.. its in my links!

once a 2fer, always a 2fer <33

101th

2005-10-28T19:58:00.000+08:00

just realised yesterday's post was the 100th! and i didn celebrate. gahh!!

oh well, today, 28 oct 2oo5, is the last day 2f spent their days together in the lovely painted classroom.

i think im heartless. i felt sad yes, but i couldn cry!! -.- haha nevermind.

well, what can i say.. i expected this day to come.. but not so soon. i'll really miss 2f alot alot. 2f holds many memories for me. 2f has taught me hypocrisy and trustworthiness. 2f certainly has a big impact in my life.

i wrote names for the 2fers on postcards ytd night, supposed to give them today.. but somehow i fell asleep halfway through and didn complete it.. gah and here i am blogging. today ended in a flash, i felt that i hadn really spent all my last moments (-.- im going to die) with 2f.. everything's so wasted. why didn i treasure the 2 years we had together? why did everything end up in quarrels, arguments, conflicts and cliques? why is everything black and white? why are some ppl just so selfish and self centered..

i believe, no one person will not miss 2f. i love 2f alot. i really hope the chalet will be a blast. took many pictures today! hee brought my camera.. just uploaded them. oh well..

YUAN LIN- thanks for accompanying me to take 158 every morning!! i mean for the first half of the year, lol and thanks for cheering me up with all your jokes.. jiayou for it'em!

MELINA- purplebong! im so happy to know you so much better.. you're a great girl with a great personality, dun let anyone put you down! mel you rock and rmb i love you (:

DINAH- thanks for all your goodies! you are a totally very nice person and through you, i truly believe in the existence of god. and i hope life will go on smoothly for you, god bless (:

DOROTHY- grow taller pls.

CHING HSIEN- i admire your open-mindedness and bluntness. i admire your guiding skills! so pro :D and thanks for bringing me happiness and laughter.. luv ya (:

SIMIN- thanks for the cds you lent me! (: thanks for accompany me for this long journey since last year, you were the first friend i made! i sat with you on the first day of school i rmbr! rock on!

KAREN- thanks for all the encouragement and stuff! must learn to control your temper k? dun get so agitated so easily, not good for health you know (: and jiayou in eds!

SIULING- thanks for all your advice and encouragement (: very inspirational. and all the best in your love life and jiayou in eds!

EUNICE- thanks for all the times we spent together, rain or shine, cloudy or windy! rmbr all the things that i've told you and rmb i'll always be here for you! rain or shine, cloudy or windy! (: i love you <33

SHERRY- thanks for all the laughter you brought me. i know things have changed and maybe you'll feel somewhat cold towards me, just wanna tell you that you still rock my life and jiayou in mainstream! (:

YIFAN- honey! haha thanks for all the nice special funny moments when we sat together. we crapped alot yea? you're a really easy going fellow and jiayou in whatever you do!

CHERIE- got closer to you in the last few days of school only.. and you're leaving for ip.. i'll miss you lots. rmbr not to give yourself too much pressure ya? and i'll be right here waiting for you to come back! 2f loves you! (:

JOLENE- lol maple freak. dun play maple so much lah! spoil your eyes >.< oh well jiayou in band and rmb me! :D

XUETING- sucha sweet girl (: jiayou in co!

CHENGYI- zarrd. lol i didn know hmax was a boy. okay nevermind, thanks for all the cold moments and jiayou for guides!

WENYI- pinklla! whee so happy that i could sit with you and melly.. yup get to know you 2 so much better (: hope we'll get into the same class next year and rmb i love you! <33

LIHUI- thanks for crapping with me and making me feel so happy! luv ya (:

JOSHUA C- jiayou in bball!! (: dun grow so tall k, lol jus kidding.

MERVYN- thanks for helping me burn the dvd!! garfield rocks. lol (:

HONGWEN- thanks for the nice nice talks during june chalet! and jiayou for band!! have fun playing your sexyphone!

IVAN HU- huhuhu haha eat more lah and jiayou in co!

KEITH- thanks for all your sarcastic remarks and sry for being so mean to you.. xD

LEONARD- buy more cologne k? i give you cologne for your bdae next year! :D

HONGYI- jiayou in bball and SMILE MORE. k bye :D

TINGHUI- stop sending me virus x(

WEIJIE- tell tinghui to stop sending me virus!! x(

GUOXIANG- thanks for draining my camera battery!! :D thanks for taking artistic shots too!

YUHONG- thanks didi for all that you've done. dun worry i nv blamed you for that incident!! i NEVER did okay! jiayou and hope we'll get into the same class (:

IVAN TAM- i spelt your name correctly! not tHam. haha k jiayou in eds may you win the best actor award!! :D

NICHOLAS- beejayE jiayou in band and thank ME for sending you alot of songs!

WAIHONG- xiaoyuan! thanks for everything and may you grow taller.

KUEIFU- rmbr to cut your hair daily and jiayou for co!

JOSHUA Y- jiayou in scouts and may you find your dream girl soon!

ANDREW- all the best tmr dun throw my face haha and jiayou for bball! (:

last year, when i was reading my snr's blog, i never thought that i would also be blogging abt the sadness upon leaving 2f. i thought that that day would prolly come s l o w l y. never did i expect myself to be so solemn and everything. 2f means alot to me.

thank you everyone, thank you 2f and i'll always rmb this wonderful class.

as we go on, we rmb, all the times we spent together-
and as our lives change, come whatever-
we will still be friends forever.. and ever and ever (:

i love 2f.

nothing to say

2005-10-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

all i can say is..

原来我一直那么傻..

2005-10-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

today is a nice rainy day cos THUNDER GOD is angry at me for not doing my homework. gah and thunder god caused my spectacle lens to drop! ahh! so i had a scotchtape on my specs for the whole afternoon. no ordinary scotchtap ma'am! its a BLACK super orbiang one =(

OH WELL, supposed to book chalet. but com doesn wanna cooperate =(

byebye!

magazine!!

2005-10-22T21:03:00.000+08:00

OH YES!! i forgot to tell u all something:

ahem! *eyes at zhen zhen* I HAVE THE S.H.E POSTER!! whoolala. haha yup its in teenage!! who wans free teenage.. without poster i can give it to u. cos my main purpose is the POSTER! (: and yup i also bought 8 days! ahh the lee sisters, who knows one day you'll see betty and me on the front cover! the GOH sisters! xD yar one day.

oh well, isnt it amazing on how time flies? just next week, the last week of this entire secondary 2 life of mine is done. seriously, i really wished that we had school during november too.. just come to school to play lah not study u know, tsk. and i really dunno wad to do for an entire 1 month!! if i go out everyday, spend so much money, u think i very rich meh. den if i dun go out everyday, i'll just stay at home and rot! and eat and eat and become a fat pig. >(oo)<

gah someone date me pls!! hahaha and yar TREAT me to movies and neoprints and lunch! (: i think im gonna sign up for some textbook cip with lyon (: get 6 bucks per day leh. wah piang, MONEY!! $_$

hohoho merry xmas. im gonna learn tennis!! whee!! okay lah bye.

xiaxue's blog

2005-10-22T20:41:00.000+08:00

i like xiaxue's blog. very nice and enlightening!

read this! well i think im gna stick to dhp afterall (: and then go university and take up mass communication! (: yup.

oh well, i like her height issues too, ahhh xiaxue's blog rocks. btw, ONE MORE WEEK TIL SCHOOL ENDS. GAHH!! =(

NEOPETS!

2005-10-22T12:04:00.000+08:00

whoots just had a fun time playing NEOPETS! hahaha k im very childish but nevermind!! haha eh im young at heart can xD

enough of petting, im going mapling! tata!

95th entry!

2005-10-21T21:13:00.000+08:00

U KNOW WHAT U KNOW WHAT?

this is the 95th entry!! just 5 more and whoots! its the 100th one!! *applause* c'mon ppl cheer!! haha i dunno how many blog ive created and deleted alr, and so DIFFICULT to get a 100th entry. HALLELUJAH!!

anyway, today had wudao!! whee i dunno why but whenever im with the wudao-ers.. i feel, very very very unexplainable happy (: its like eh, i'll feel like laughing all the way and throw face. okay nevermind abt that but well.. just that no one cares? GAH nevermind! (:

oh yesh, i love xiaxue's blog! her usage of FUCK is so WOW! i must learn from her. KIDDING.

k my mum rushing me off. sob sob.

2005-10-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

today is school day! i WAS so excited cos i KNEW i'll top the class xD

okay i was lying =(

guess what? i though i'll get 60/100 for my science lor.. but guess what guess what?

I GOT 52/100!!
wat an achievement

hehs -.- oh well what to do, im just born not to be good in science =( sai. i mean sigh. and well i think i was kinda happy with my lit! cos i was partly half awake during that paper.. rmbred really clearly that i couldn slp the night before. so was like, dosing off when doing. ladeedum, kinda ok lah the marks. and DOH i knew it. i failed my grammar AGAIN!! =( i got 3/10 like boo hoo hoo.. my english really so lan meh.. wah liew.. i really must start reading boobs.. oops i mean books.. lol wat's happening to me.. -.- nevermind too much influence from jidan liao.. HAHA xD

anyway, after school jidan and dabian went around extorting money (now we both incurr hell lots of debts) to go watch movie and take neoprints! MUAHAHA. okay we somehow landed in orchard, walked to cathay and demanded tickets for skeleton key. psst u know my handphone rrrright.. got this function that can check moOoOovieeXx deRr wOrrRxx!! *giggles* OK OK enough puke. and yup we saw 'cathay 1520' which is cathay 320 doh xD and yar happily assuming that it's in orchard.. the ~~stupid~~ kind man told us that it was in jurong -.- ok FINE no more skeleton key la!!! sob sob.

so we ended up watching into the blue! okay it wasn as bad lah.. jessica alba is HOT. i was practically drooling over my chicken tenders. oops yar we smuggled (eeyer so nan ting) we BROUGHT food into the cinema! i bought bk eunice bought kfc. lol i ate 2 pkts of tomato sauce!! i just sucked them up! so pro right. yup im also proud of my achievement hee.

after that we took neoprints! once again we took our on sweet sweet time decorating. cos its UNLIMITED time ymy!? okay nevermind.

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the dots there were meant to be for the neoprints. but AHEM AHEM due to unforeseen circumstances.. these dumb thingy cannot work leh. =( boohoohoo so yar cant help it but have to replace with dots. sigh.

oh ya.. tmr got xiju! haha im gonna wear huifu again! like after so long le.. haven wear that smelly old tee.. JUS KIDDING!!! >.<

k then its rather late.. what a long long entry!

doh

2005-10-18T20:02:00.000+08:00

DOH. how come so many ppl got so many things to blog about!? but whenever i come here i cant oose out any bit of crap. DOH DOH DOH!

oh well friday weekly has s.h.e poster!! can a kind soul pretty please pluck out the poster for me? *looks at u with BIG eyes* blink blink. ROFLMAO..

im listening to xiaxue's podcast! or whatever you call that. her voice very mo2 hu2 bu4 qing1, anyway, she has a very very sweet voice! (: so so nice!! whooots *wolf whistle* lol anyway wat's a podcast, u noe? i dunno. tell me leh. i wonder where she did the recording. hmm podcast, what the hell is that. i downloaded it anyway! did i tell u i like her voice? lol.

okay i successfully downloaded maplestory v. 15! samuel loves me like shiet now okay! haha i can use maple to threaten him ymy.. like 'YOU DUN HELP ME DO THIS! AHA! I DELETE MAPLE FROM THE COMPUTER! AHA!!' yup, then i'll win and boo hoo he lose xD and.. betty has a maple character!! called bettypinks. KK LAME LAH but still.. -.- she died alot of times! haha so funny.

betty: ahh ahh so many monsters!!
sam: jie go help her leh
- i ignore -
- slowly sam ignores too -
betty: ahhh how come i become ghost!!?
sam and me: HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

-.- nevermind failure attempt.

BYEBYE =(

war and beauty

2005-10-18T12:53:00.000+08:00

im traumatised.

i love war and beauty!

ahhh, what a nice, inspirational and touching show.. ytd was last episode. o well luckily i managed to catch hold of the repeat just now!! hehe love the show so much. gah if only i have money, i'll go buy the dvd. *drools*

oh well, what can i say, so many chiobus in that show. *drools again* i even did research okay! and i got pictures many many! whahaha! -.- okay nevermind.

today betty and samuel both no school, me too! okay so now no more nice atmosphere like ytd.

pictures of shitty!

2005-10-17T19:01:00.000+08:00

my dabian!! lol drew that out of boredom. BOO! (:

dabian when its laughing! xD hur hur..

have a nice day beans.

hellos

2005-10-17T12:13:00.000+08:00

woke up late today so took a cab to school. acty i didn want to go.. but i cant be irresponsible u know! i cant break my word u know! so yupp luckily i got there in time. hur.

yay i have all about us alr! so nice! whoots! if only i had such powerful voice. lalala~ baidu is actually better than souting. okay nevermind. pretend i didn say anything! cos downloading songs are ILLEGAL!! >.< gahh.

anyway we lost for vball.. nevermind we tried our best le! no point crying over spilled milk eh? its over alr! yeah (:

my pops told me to read more english books, cos now exams over liao.. den im like wasting my life away slacking at home. why english books u may ask? hoho cos my vocab ~~ROCKS~~ like shiet! hohoho merry xmas! if i can pass my eoys english grammar i really must thank god (:

oh well later im gonna pick betty goh up from school! its been such a long time ever since i stepped in to elias park.. missed that school damn hell much.. i think i broke betty's heart for cheating her feelings to many times.. promising her that i'll pick her up. and eventually didnt =.= okay okay nevermind.

boo

2005-10-16T13:14:00.000+08:00

i haven got back the ball from the stupid lao kok kok yet! so #%@&! right but nevermind. he is an old man, so must wait, patience my dear. patience.

im gonna finish my piglet cross stitch soon! and after that have to go buy new one.. im in need of money! *wink wink* lol.. im currently in debt of thirty bucks. BOOHOOHOO.

tmr's interclass, can i go sprain my ankle or something. or should i chop off my arms, or should i just stay at home and dun go out tmr. gahh this sucks!

i love swt<3 (:

YAY NEW SKIN!

2005-10-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

WHEE IM SO HAPPY!!

millions of thanks to zhen2 for this layout! im so so so happy! yay!! blue is a nice colour! whooots.

anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR KIAYI!! (:
ah yi loves you! <33

oh well, this morning eunice and i went to play vball. quite ehem ehem for me but WELL.. im totally !?$%@!# at vball but i have interest! yes! i have interest! so there. bah bah black sheep. nevermind. after that we sneaked off to orchard.. haha and GUESS WHAT?! we saw peifen at heeren!! hosting the signature thingy for proj superstar. omg right. PEIFEN LEH. that chiobu. i was practically O.O and you know what? SHE WAVED AT ME!! ^^ so happy. whee peifen rocks. 933 rocks (:

just now sam betty and i played BALL outside the hse! well we played vball soccer and bball. obviously i was the pro-est right. HUR so i was happily saying 'WAHH NOT LIKE THAT LAH! TSK LET ME SHOW YOU THE RIGHT WAY..' betty doesn know how to hit the ball ma, so i teach her lor =D hehehehe -.-

and yes, i was happily hitting the ball that it flew so high up and.. landed in the neighbour's backyard. we 3 were like O.O what to do what to do?!?! and well done the 2 of them ran into the house saying 'huo2 gai1' leaving me there. like wth lah that's not even my ball -.- it's the stall 1 uncle's ball. HEH HEH HEH. shhhhhh!!

i heard from the auntie next door that the neighbour who happens to be an old uncle.. is weird. eh he pmses i think =( what if he dun wna give me back my ball? but what would a lao kok kok do with a vollehh ball right? yup so he will return it to me! YES.

did you all notice the orange coloured 933 sbs bus? so nice right! pity i dun have a camera phone, if not i'll take lotsa pictures of it =( got peifen leh! and mary and cruz.. wahh.. i nv got a chance to sit on the bus lor. so ke xi right. tsk.

tuition has ended for me!! no more tuition till im sec3. well, i hope no more tuition till im old and wrinkly. haha. poor betty still has tuition, not my business anyway.

i love my new skin! the one and only ymy. yay thanks zhen zhen!! <3

HEE.

FRIDAY

2005-10-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

hope wls recovers soon.. sigh.

oh well liang lao shi and zhong lao shi aint that bad either =D oh well, tong joce shunying and i were the first four to collaspe today. er, the ONLY four to collaspe ba.

after spinning wudao tong and i played vball!! whee suddenly liked it so much =)

whoolala whoolala ty zhen zhen for my skin!! =D whee cant wait to see it!

btw nothing to say liao =( today's a short entry.

HELLO!!

2005-10-13T16:54:00.000+08:00

EOYS ARE OVER!

well tmr last paper lah hur hur. but its design and tech lor. can pia at night right? RIGHT! =)

what can i say, the papers were okay. didn really study hard. OH WELL nevermind i pass can liao! whee and ive decided i'll prolly take double science afterall.. cannot be so ambitious you know!! cos my science sucks. ka pui :(

samuel's psle's over.. and he says he wna come dhs!! like WTH! but anyway im happy too lah.. can go school together.. lol xD and he got his choose your secondary school book. wah piang so thick! made my 2004 one look to cheap skate :( cos this one is one school 2 pages. mine's 4 schools 2 pages -.- like !@#$% nevermind.

i brought my blue bag today! its big but nevermind blue can le! whoots! hohoho merry christmas.

urghh i currently incurr alot of debts.. dora is broke.. TOLONG TOLONG!! DONATE MONEY TO ME!! :(

i am actually online.

2005-10-08T12:52:00.000+08:00

oh no! i cant believe it! im actually online! i actually updated my blog!! i actually did that!!

O.O

i am not supposed to be here!! i have to mug. yes i have to mug!! lets see, if i don mug, i'll probably fail science and maths. yar so i have to mug.

if i have to mug.. then why am i still here?! nope dorothy FOCUS. off the com now and go mug k? but wait, you haven ate lunch yet!! so after lunch then mug k! wait, but after lunch you going out shoPpIng! so after shoPpIng ok! wah liao what's ur problem now got exam u still go shoPpIng -.- nevermind. once in a while its okay hehehehe.

im procrastinating!! CANNOT LIKE THAT.

mon- literature
tue- science
wed- maths
thurs- higher chinese
fri- design and tech

well i just have to tolerate one more week.. just 5 days.. just5 days.. and it'll all be over soon.. it'll all be over soon!!

people, come join forces with me!!

1, 2, 3 MUG TOGETHER!!

i have exam fever :(

new template

2005-09-11T02:28:00.000+08:00

so my first SUCCESSFUL skin wasnt SUCCESSFUL afterall =(

sobs.. nevermind! i've decided! i'll use other ppl's skins until i can perfect my horrible DIY skin T_T nevermind. blah i just edited the zhaoyang picture!! heh heh so proud of myself :D

this skin is nice! i like it! haha see that BLUE word under my name? haha roflmao.

later got performance at marine parade! whoots da wu er gu niang. or izzit da er wu gu niang? gahh nevermind.

ytd had phone conf! haha though had lots of silent moments but it was fun la :D

you know what?! I HAVEN TOUCHED MY HOMEWORK YET!!
WHOOHOOO!!!!

-.-

2005-09-07T12:01:00.000+08:00

ginkonuts!

lol dunno why but i like this word =)

favourite words
#1. DABIAN
#2. GINKOnuts!!

rofl will add on to the list later on. after inventing new words. hohoho.

photos

2005-09-02T10:29:00.000+08:00

photos for your viewing pleasure.. =)

heh me putting makeup :D
sec2s <33
tong and me! <33

lyon meixian!
shunying samantha
mummy putting makeup!
joy and chengmeng!

ADOBEEEE

2005-08-30T12:01:00.000+08:00

ADOBE ADOBE ADOBE ADOBE ADOBE!!!! -.-

i cant get my photoshop done!! like URGHH!! da bian lah! stupid. urgh. what lame activation code. what lame activation. im just not destined to have photoshop in my com. DABIAN.

anyway WHEE yingzi gets to perform for both upper sec and lower sec!! whoots!! so happy.. btw, CHIYU U TOOK MY FAN HOME T_T!! rmbr to bring on wed okies! anyhow, if you read my blog that is -.-

my bag's ultra light today! felt super high today! today had maths test and i think it was pretty okay lar -.- blah whatever. im saving money! got hell lot of presents to buy, teacher's day presents to buy. just realised that not alot of eliasians are going back to epps =( like, so disappointing lo. dabian. then wad's the point of me going back then?! miss 6k alot actually.. wna see how everyone's doing. NOSTALGIA-

pao ba yi ren just ended. SO LAME! the guy's obviously just mouthing the words. he is NOT singing -.- so LAME! BOO i give fail the singer.

whee after wudao today the 7 of us sat at the round table crapping. yay i love us. haha -.- nevermind.

BYEBYE I AM HIGH!

GOOD DAY

2005-08-29T09:10:00.000+08:00

yay uploaded all the photos in my cam into my com! feel accomplished. cos that's something i wanna do weeks ago. and i finally have it done! like WOW!

tmr got maths test! and im prepared! (i think) blah and well i thought it was pythagorous theorum <- however you spell that. so i spent 1 hr learning. THEN i remembered it was mensuration -.- cos my pythagorous test paper was just beside me T_T

its good to know that your blogger can upload photos. heh heh heh oh what the hell am i talking o.O NEVERMIND. later got homerun on channel 8! HA! i knew it! i saved 8 bucks by not watching that movie in a cinema. i can watch it at home! HA I KNEW IT I KNEW IT ROFLMAO! -.- im getting excited already!

people! treasure your shoes! kiss them today :D

photos

2005-08-29T08:22:00.000+08:00

im gonna upload photos i took weeks ago! half of them are crap, happy watching crap. haha -.-

heh heh heh heh heh heh..

PRESENTING MY DOODLE PAGE!! whee im so proud of this. haha -.-

fine i know its BLUR but i got no SCANNER can?! heh heh another page!! im so so proud of myself T_T

soon betty pops in! 'BOO JIEJIE!' you know what? IM NOT AFRAID OF YOU BETTY! muahahahaha.

xiaxue rocks

2005-08-29T01:54:00.000+08:00

CLICK HERE!

ahh so funny! xiaxue's blog rocks. whee! =)

haha eggstreme shit's coming up! and we're gonna be famous shits! and we gonna make big bucks and become ambassodors of slimming centres! ROFLMAO!

whee so at least i know what to do when im out of job in future :D yay ji dan loves da bian! =)

i hate tuition. tuition SUCKS. after this tuition i have another tuition which is just half hour later -.- WOW half of my life's at tuition.

like shelly lim pui yi, i also want a lifetime supply of apples!!! just apples will do. haha watermelons too juicy. later need to pee then scully no toilet. you know you know? ya, you know.

EAT, DRINK AND BE HAPPY!

mapling

2005-08-28T07:47:00.000+08:00

good day earthlings. im here to blog! aint ya excited? whoots! -.-

well next week only got one test! yay! like finally one test only!? blah stupid test. its on monday anyway. and you know what?! i think im gonna flunk it. like HOHO merry christmas -.-

oh wells, had wudao ytd!! whee i love wudao! had a really nice talk with lyon.. =) lyon you rock girl! muacks muacks muacks. heh and she gave me a rotten for-reh-roh-roh-sheh. OH HOWEVER YOU SPELL THAT. haha it was nice anyway :D haha <33

my mum's sick =( she has sore throat and vomits every morning. acty i thought she has a baby o.O HOHO. and his/her name's gonna be GAO LI SHI. like ROFLMAO! funneh. well she not pregnant lah duh -.-

this year's eoys are very early! end of sep. which is like. next month only 0.o sob sob.. i dun think any of them wans me to go with them. cos u noe, im like so tao ren yan and everything >.< argh dun talk abt it.

suan tian ku la xian dan nong <33

dun blame me

2005-08-26T11:20:00.000+08:00

dont blame me for my wrong doings.

i cant seem to get things right. whatever i do gets mistakened for something else in another person. no, i can't let it affect me. no i can't.

everything is superficial. i can't trust anyone. superficial superficial superficial. i'm like a kite flying aimlessly in the sky.. i'm gonna drop down any moment once i lose my momentum.

on the other hand.. im the kite flyer. i have to let go. i want to let go. im tired of hooking on the kite. its like so tangled up. the kite has flown so far now i cant seem to see it.

again i'm the string of the kite. im stretching and stretching getting longer by the minute. i just wanna snap into 2 and let both parties rest! if i snap, the kite will fly off. if i snap, the kite flyer wont have to fly kite anymore.

bah was trying to make myself sound chim. well apparently i FAILED.

everything once again is superficial. i think too highly of myself.

im nothing but a pile of dabian.

IM IN THE SCH COM LAB!!

2005-08-23T02:48:00.000+08:00

IM IN THE SCHOOL COMPUTER LAB!!

for cme -.- anyway just now had assembly! haha i had a hell lot of time laughing at samson just now. didn know he was liddat o.O well nvm.

lalala sherry presented plastic surgery! whoots i was apparently laughing at her. bleahs.

shadowcat

2005-08-19T10:06:00.000+08:00

just quarrelled with my mum -.- grr so pissed. maybe it was my fault. but why did she have to do this to me?! dabian. grrr.

anyway, RMB TO WATCH JUEDUI SUPERSTAR OKAY!! eunice and i are on tv!! =) whee mediacorp rocks. ive decided! i wna work there!! =) yay and one day you'll see me win star award as best dj. hahaha -.-"

i finally finished my maths homework. as in, those i owe miss ngau for very long. yar, finally. whee! though i didn learn anything cos all is copied.. x( boo miss ngau rocks and kelly poon kar li is a drop dead chiobu. argh cant stand it.

eunice and i finally managed to convince yifan to download maple =) wheets! we gonna take maple class photo tmr! hahaha -.- k nvrmind.

btw if you do play maple. add me!! i'm BLUEbi =)

TMR CHEM TEST

2005-08-16T12:23:00.000+08:00

TMR'S CHEM TEST!! SPA TEST I MEAN. (SCIENCE PRACTICAL ASSESMENT)!

BLEAH.

so spastic can?! i'm so freakingly DOOMED. boo i'm gonna flunk the paper tmr.. ladeedah =(

anyway yay i created a new account le!! called BLUEbi! yay maplers out there if you play maple have space in your buddy list.. add me! i'm a pro kser! i am lying! whoosh! >.< blah today had teacher's day rehearsal.. kinda okay? blah -.-

i need to buck up my science and maths and chinese.. tmr spa test.. die die die die =(

IM GONNA DIE!!

=)

2005-08-14T06:02:00.000+08:00

I AM SO HAPPY FOR MY LIL BROTHER.

HE APPLIED FOR RI AND HCI.. AND GUESS WHAT!

HE GOT.. REJECTED! LIKE MUAHAHA. but oh well on the other hand i feel quite sad for him too.. am i too mean?! but really its seriously funny. he kept thinking he'll get in okay! so everyday he's been computer-ing and not doing his work. aha! serves him right! so there! bleah.

i seriously dont want my bro to get into dhs!! >.< if so, he told me he's gonna choose same cca, same core group. OMG RIGHT. my brother in WUDAO?! like *puke puke* jiamin's gonna have a hard time. a really really hard time. okay so i shouldn be so happy that he got rejected in the first place -.-

its so nice to see your siblings preparing for psle! when you are there happily enjoying yourself. samuel goh li earn is declared almost bald. hohoho. merry christmas.

guess what guess what!? i've grown taller! whoots :) i love being tall, k im not exactly TALL now but argh nvm. well dont ask me why im so obsessed over my height k. i just wna be tall cannot is it?! you ppl are okay with your 150cm height doesnt mean i am k. DABIAN.

tmr's another school day! hopefully i wont fail my pytharogorus (however you spell that) test.. studied a whole afternoon with miss ngau! did i tell you how nice she was?! anyway, miss ngau rocks! (:

I STILL HAVEN'T DONE MY DNT. *gulps*

2005-08-13T13:05:00.000+08:00

why did you lie to me. why did you make me believe in you, when in the end, you destroyed everything. you took my heart away. you broke it into pieces. i've fallen so deep.. all because of you. dont you even give a damn?!

was walking home today when this huge flower landed on my collar.. shd be signalling something to me.. something bad's gonna happen! NO LINK -.-

one thing i've learnt today.. we cant take things for granted. blah blah blah.

i've learnt to let go.

billabong =)

2005-08-12T09:51:00.000+08:00

BILLABONG. haha.. wy's BIpink im LLAblue and melly's purpleBONG! =) YAY!

haha anyway thanks alot sherry. you rock totally. love you so MUCH. thanks for being so understanding and all.. you rock. dont forget me when we separate next year =(

tmr got maths test.. just now stayed back with eumie and miss ngau!! haha was sposed to do cs notice board BUT i got some remedial so i really cant help it.. SORRY LYON SORRY SHUNYING!! >< anyway yay at least i studied a whole afternoon. whee though 40 mins was practically lunch but nvm lah haha -.-

im fine, at least you talked to me. let me count, 4 words? well it was better than nothing anyway. cheers.

ndp

2005-08-10T10:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAE SINGAPORE!!!

I LOVE SINGAPORE!!! WHOOTS!!!!

MAPLE IS LAGGING. BOO!

ndp celebration

2005-08-09T12:28:00.000+08:00

thanks everyone. esp to my sun1 nu3s. ahma loves you all lots! =)

anyway today had ndp celebration.. i totally did NOT understand what the gep class was performing -.- not that im discriminating against them or what.. just that, i really don't get it lah!

we did the mass dance! whee hee so nice :D and after that had mask making.. took photos of 2f! so memorable! and you know what?! i actually left my FAN in class. BOO my wudao fan! why i so 粗心大意..

bleah.

anyway i got peifen's blog!! click HERE! haha so cool ymy!! thanks alot zhenzhen.. haha peifen so crazy so cool and so cute! HEE. haha i'm crazy in love with peifen. k that made me sound so les. ><

yay so happy.. you made my day.. yay yay yay =)

songs!

2005-08-08T13:56:00.000+08:00

im crazy receiving songs from msn ppl now! so FUN ymy!

haha yay my zen has many songs :D

btw tmr can dance the ndp dance! and i know the verses! thanks so much yuntong and jocelyn!! LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. and so sorry for my lagginess :D

u are so fake

2005-08-08T05:27:00.000+08:00

know something? you are so fake. so damn fake. in person or on msn, you can be terribly terribly nice. but in your blog. ha, FAKEness man.

yea i know vulgarities doesn't help. your vocab is much better than mine. happy? scold me all you want to. you don't want to hurt me. i want to hurt you. i kicked you away, left you behind, gave you broken promises, lied to you, treat you like a spare tire. omg why are you contradicting yourself. like ppl bother about what i say in my blog? like you dont?! oh come on lah, you too, also saying yourself to poorthing just to make ppl tag your blog. you grow up too. what's the point of saying how depressed you arh, how fake you think i am, how bad i pushed you away all the time in your entries? a twinies daily life update?! we both have to grow up. stop your nonsense. like you don't have ppl who love you? oh i think we both don't know each other very well. we just became twinies when we took a bus home together one day, rmb? yea everything's so fake and superficial. even if you bothered reading this you'll start rebutting in your blog. then saying what, fakeness and act pathetic blah blah blah. go on, say all you want!

you totally spoil my mood. dno why you were so nice just now. dno why i was nice to you just now too. OHH i get it. you pretended to be okay? you hate saying that you're fine when you're not right? OHH -.-

OHH. all i do is explode! BOOM! BOOM! BOOM! all you do is crap and BREAK DOWN. OH GOSH MAN. sometimes i really dno who you are. and you feel the same to me too. wtv.

2005-08-07T06:51:00.000+08:00

彩虹眼泪 by sweety

他总是不了解　我那些假装的无所谓
关于那些是是非非　爱的疲惫　又有谁能陪

我总不够坚决　才会在爱里面绕圈圈
我学得会　口是心非不要流泪

天上的眼泪　他好像懂我的心碎
懂得轻轻给我一些安慰
我们应该要了解　伤了心有种爱的美

天上的彩虹　总出现在天晴雨过
我已经懂得轻轻的放手
就算我觉得难过　你会在我身边守候
陪我一起去看彩虹擦干了成长的泪水

搭上了幸福的地铁远方有个声音那一定会是你

妳总是不自觉　才会在爱里面绕圈圈
让他去飞　留过泪水才能学会
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this song is damn nice. omg i love it so much.. the lyrics are so damn meaningful and touching. i feel like crying.

URGH

2005-08-06T12:33:00.000+08:00

my mum's atrocious. i mean, what's your freaking problem la?! urghh i'll slap you if you weren't my mother.

anyway, im really pissed. im NOT pms-ing okay (looks at jy) i BOTHERED reading your blog. yes really, some ppl can be so fake. SO SO SO SO fake. you can win the best actress award. sense sarcasm in here? that was how I felt when i read yours. yadah yadah i had enough. it's up to you on what you think. afterall, it CANT BE HELPED. everything's my fault. my fault my fault. you'll feel bad and end up blaming yourself. then we'll start quarreling again. and history repeats itself. and you'll scold me fuck again. im just so terribly BUSHUANG can?! ya ya im AP WHATEVER. im hypocritic YES I KNOW. oh what the heck man. knncbFCK! now you know im VERY vulgar. good to know that ehs? YA. grrr.

don't take me for granted. giving you that reply was one really REGRETFUL. shouldn't have told you that. now you are treating me like this. like FUCK!? tell me what you feel can!? i don't want to be ignored, then talked to, then ignored again. like what do you think i am!? a spare tyre when your friends aint around?! OMG right? you know how sad i feel. you use me like a puppet. you only talk to me when you need help. ignore me when you see me. you don't give a DAMN about me. not that i want to be noticed. it's just that i cant take it anymore. oh yeah remember this is MY blog. i have the freedom to post anything i want.

i'm seriously sorry if i offended anyone. as in, if you read this stupid entry and suspect yourself being the 2 ppl i was talking about. blah don't k. cos remember again! this is MY blog. i need someone or rather someTHING to pour my thoughts out too. i'm too lazy to keep a diary.. so ya blog's my only alternative i spose?
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kk enough madness.. i guess pouring all out was okay =)

let's talk about today! learnt the ndp dance! so NICE!! hahaha =)) i commented whee. after school got xiju and was fun =) lion told us her lame jokes -.- so cute la lyon. =)

just smile and blog.

u dunno me..

2005-08-03T13:05:00.000+08:00

想用一杯LATTE把你灌醉，好让你能多爱我一天。
暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉，早有人陪你到永远不会。

看见你和他在我面前，证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴，是你永远不曾过的体会。。。

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退，我得防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪。。

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天，你会发现真正爱你的人独自守着。。。

伤悲 :(
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that was my favourite song..

i love the lyrics. sink deeper into it and you'll understand (:

anyway, read * blog. i feel really useless. to jaywai: im not pms-ing. its just that you have your own perfect life that u have nothing to feel stressed about. read line 4 of the song and you'll get what i mean.

i feel totally useless! im not good in this.. not good in that.. urghh feel like tearing myself apart.. tear tear tear. bah. im a useless pile of SH*T. so there. BLAHAHA.

if things really really were like that. den why did you even bother to be with me? myaswell just tell me straight off in the face to make me 'wake up' right?! you have feelings. like i dun?! there's a reason for whatever im doing. oh puh-lease lo. who likes the feeling of being leftout!? i suggest you to read the song lyric over and over again. and sink deeper into it. and you understand how sad i am.

i shall not blog anymore. got many other things to do. and now its 10 pm! still very early.
GOOD NIGHT.

CUT MY HAIR

2005-08-01T08:26:00.000+08:00

MY HAIR'S CUT!

im quite satisfied (: YAY I LOVE MY HAIR YMY YMY!?

roflmao. tmr's a school day! and you know what? i haven done my school homework.. like WOW. isnt that a great big big surprise? aint ya shocked? aint ya? aint ya? :D

let's see.. just now went to the hairdressers!! (my 2nd time in my 14 years) and i finally witnessed hair being rebonded! as in, i actually saw how hair became rebonded. er, get it? -.- oh wells it was so cooL can. and i didn noe that my ah ma actually PERMED her hair until i went there -.- was a really LONNGG process. almost fell asleep. but luckily there got tv to entertain the bored ol me. hurhur.

arhhh maths test was on friday. and you know what? i greatly and proudly and openly FLUNK the paper. bah i was staring at miss ngau for the remaining 15mins. cos i gave up. i dunno how to do le ma. so wad's the point of wasting my pen ink. right right right? yea i got my facts right. HOHOHO.

im feeling crappy. im feeling hiGHHHH.. we gotta reach out for the skies! with dreams we soar up HIGH! :DD

i wanna go school tmr and show off my new hair!! haha im so excited.. ((: roflmao -.-

HAPPY BIRDDAY BANANA!

2005-07-30T12:28:00.000+08:00

OH WOW my mum just told me to GO AND DIE.

like YAY! -.- oh freaking hell. what's your pathetic problem lah. curse me swear at me.. grrrrr stupid i had enough OKAY.

im so freaking PISSED. BLAH BLAH BLAH.

HELLOS

2005-07-28T09:54:00.000+08:00

HAM AND CHEESE!! lalala hello earthlings im at sheRRy's house now.

we're getting prepared for tmr's salad making competition! so exciting hor. hur hur hur. anyway we were erm, laughing our butts off jus now. sheRRy's butt rolled really far. luckily mine jus rolled 1cm away :D roflmao very funny la jus now. and that sheRRy had no more mayonnaise so we so pathetic had to scoop out, as in DIG out half a tablespoon of mayonnaise -.- when it was supposed to be 3. lalala hohoho and we added CHEESE!! wah damn nice can haha. -.-

ladidum, we having a feast here! =) jus had icecream, biscuits, chocolates and SALAD! wah so full now :DD love coming to sheRRy's house. anyways, NOW WE GONNA EAT CHOCOLATE ICECREAM!

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FINE! it expired -.- half of sheRRy's fridge's full of EXPIRED stuff. nowonder she herself is lagging. you are what you eat rmb. haha hoho hehe. hurhur. call me miss hurhur! =) HUR!

bah feeling spas now. (cos i have a xiaozabor beside me) HAVE A NICE DAY.

sian

2005-07-26T13:53:00.000+08:00

im sorry i made u pissed today.. i hoped i made u feel better jus now :)

anyways now im doing the newsletter and im damn hell TIRED.

blah-.-

2005-07-25T06:55:00.000+08:00

did i tell u guys that i was an eggplant artist? hoho.. :D

anyway, ytd eunice and i went to ZPOP concert!! whoohoo! so damn fun.. met fabian -.- k he almost made me puke but nvm. eunice and i had a really really nice talk.. girl love ya so much! u rock =)

and guess what? we shaked hands with the president!! SRNATHAN! and took pictures with jaime teo! whee chiobu. haha her hair's RED and it looks kinda freaky. eunice is LAGGIN she didn noe that jaime teo was miss singapore -.- roflmao.

i feel ultra slack. bahh was trying to WORK HARD but somehow my printer has no INK. -.- wth la?! just when im gonna do my homework my printer has no ink.. boo bad luck bad luck. i hate my computer!!! its like whenever i wanna play maple it dc. brr so stupid la. i want to play maple! im still at a pathetic leverl 15 -.- or am i 16 alr? lol makes no diff anyway -.-

eeyerr my mom and bettty are both so MUSHY.. they are smooching? like -.-! why dun smooch me.. go smooch betty.. unfair the world is UNFAIR!! i wanna get smooched!! >< roflmao i sound desperate.

ahhh ahh ahh ahh tmr's the stupid rap and i dun wanna rap! like wth its so damn LAME can and its retarded and spastic and toot and.. in other words, I DUN WANNA RAP. i noe its kinda late to back out now.. but -.- i dun wana rap! yuck.

there's gonna be more to life..

ignorance is a bliss

2005-07-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

WHEE!! this was taken not long ago at sentosa! zhaoyangWUDAOgold=) or is wudaoZHAOYANGgold or zhaoyangGOLDwudao? which one looks better? -.-

anyways, im happy now i suppose.. bla i have tremendous mood swings! bah anyway i still think my life isnt going any better :( i just have to live this life the way it is..

later going zpop concert with eunice! hahaha.. yay :P

ignorance, is a bliss.

go away

2005-07-21T12:19:00.000+08:00

dont bother reading. its none of ur business.

i hate my life. i hate myself. i hate BEING myself. URGH!!!

if only, if only life wasn't like that.. if only ppl knew what good stuff they have and treasure it.. stop complaining.. i am an example of someone worse of then all of you.. i think i shouldn even be here.. maybe even blogger's meeting some kind of problem because of my stupid blog and my stupid entries.

i cant get anything right. I CANT I CANT I CANT. whatever i do doesn make anyone happy. im not gonna use any vulgarities. cos it doesn help at all. saying numerous f-words doesn solve anything. i hate my life. and yes, typing that doesn make me life any better.

i can give you a whole list of reasons why im just the leftovers god decided to create. i probably got my brain from some stupid sheep my skeletons from some dwarf and my skin from some used diaper. I HATE MY LIFE. i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it.

i feel like crying out loud. why are there so many hypocrites. why are there so many misunderstandings. why are there so many many problems and obstacles in my life?! why cant everything go on smoothly?! i know that this, is called LIFE. but isnt my life going abit too hay wire? oh well you might be thinking that i do not know how to appreciate what i have now. oh THANK YOU. try being me! everything's all piled up together. im creating so many problems for everyone. no me no troubles! no dorothy no stress! no dorothy everyone happy! yay!

why is it that i keep telling myself to look on the bright side and everything. when im painfully bleeding inside. why is it that no one understands.

i cant stand it. i cant stand it anymore.

i shall just live life the way it is. cold, heartless, cruel. go on, laugh. i just wrote a stupid entry complaining about my perfect life. go on LAUGH.

maple

2005-07-21T03:32:00.000+08:00

maplestory rocks! haha i love mapling now.

break away

2005-07-19T10:21:00.000+08:00

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane
Far away
And break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging with revolving doors
Maybe I don’t know where they’ll take me
Gotta keep movin on movin on
Fly away
Break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
Though it’s not easy to tell you goodbye
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away
Breakaway
Break away

sad sad

2005-07-18T12:41:00.000+08:00

oi twinie im not LAGGING. bleh dun friend you liao! haha..

anyway, I LOST MY DOODLEBOOK!! i think i left it in school.. how can i be so stupid?! see lah now i got no where to draw whenever i got inspirational.. boo.. stupid me..

btw im SICK. AHH. BAD LUCK :(

heyas..

2005-07-13T13:26:00.000+08:00

me, yuntong and jocelyn.

so nice rite? haha, yay finally can post pictures!! im like, dying to post pictures.. cos i took alot of pictures!! oops i mean photos..

dunno why nowadays im so hyper.. but i always chu chou after that... and guess what? tankianboon actually smiled teethly at me today cos i was talking and i smiled spastically at him. OMG. like so chikopek can!? the whole class roared with laughter and my face turned red immediately i think. -.- stupid tkb.. wah lao wah lao!

anyway im doing last minute work.. AGAIN. like urghh.. i hate doing last minute work. i cant seem to get everything done properly.. boooo i feel so shibai :(

o yea im really happy with my decision to choose dhp. cos i got influenced by mr sng. haha and im willing to stay in dhs for another 4 more years as long as mr sng continues to be our principal! mr sng rocks!! ladidum..

yay yay yay.. im so contradicting.. cos im booo-ing for my stupid persuasive speech.. btw thanks alot keith.

ai zhong fei xing

2005-07-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG

zhenyang's cousin is..

SHI KANG JUN!

AHH!!!!!

incomplete lyrics

2005-07-10T13:48:00.000+08:00

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my babyIt’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go alone

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

incomplete; the first song u send me

jogathon

2005-07-10T12:51:00.000+08:00

had jogathon today!! im pleased with myself! cos.. i didn stop running! i just erm, slowed down and did slow jogs! to accompany my beloved twinie! hope u're feeling better :)

anyway.. it was kinda fun! i got no. 49!! haaa im so proud of myself ymy? haha *bhb* it seemed shorter than 2.4.. weird ehs? though i nv get the tropy that i wanted to badly.. it was a really good experience! *thumbs up*

after that met yuntong meixian lyon shunying joanna jocelyn and supposed to go out.. but joanna cannot.. left the 5 of us.. then jocelyn went to pei2 junya for a while.. so we 4 went to eat!! so fun.. crapped along the way.. haha tong and i ate pastamania!! we finished one whole container of cheese! WE ARE SO PRO CAN. hahaha :D

o yay!! i finally tasted TIRAMISU.. funny ehs? this is the first time i ever tasted it. well the name sounded kinda nice so i thought of having it has my blog name ma.. haha so after that joce tong and i went to watch FANTASTIC FOUR! the show was FANTASTIC!! i loved it.. <3 really very nice.. its nice nice nice. wells, to me that is :D after that we 3 went to the mrt and sat there having a heart to heart conversation.. was really nice.. then we talked until 7.30pm.

im feeling frustrated.. alot of thoughts spinning around my mind.. i dntknw whether i shd take the first step onot.. cos i really dun wanna ruin it..

look at me

tmr jogathon

2005-07-09T14:15:00.000+08:00

typing the letter for withdrawal of piano exam now.. wahh i sound so serious and profound! its like, MY FIRST TIME! *applause*

wells the MOE has agreed on dhs going full ip.. kinda happy at first.. but after thinking about it.. it may not be that good afterall.. yifan and i have the same kinda thinkings. yea man! =)

ladidum.. had xiju today! fun!! haha but after that i stinked like hell lo. booo.. i think i stinked the ppl around me. sorry larr.. i can't help it i got BO! >< lolls.

lyon's really nice!! enjoyed going home with her so much.. tmr got jogathon.. 3.2 km.. siao.. haha im planning to jog slowly! haha and then after that going to watch movie! either batman begins or fantastic four =) and we're gonna take neoprints! well go find out who im going with yourself.

enjoyed talking to you.

newater centre

2005-07-08T10:14:00.000+08:00

went to newater centre today. bahh so SIAN can? but one thing good about it is that its near my house!! whoots.. hahaha.. anyway today was kinda okay i guess. maths test tmr.. hope i'll do well.. *prays*

my uncle's coming back this sat! kinda excited. my cousins miss him like hell. boo.. i love my cousins!! all very nice ppl.. <3 lala anyway i wanted to type something important just now. but urgh i have short term memory, so i FORGOT what it was -.-

aishiteru*

life's full of ups and downs.

2005-07-07T14:10:00.000+08:00

i love doodling. i can actually express all my thoughts and feelings into the doodles!! ahh how i love my doodle book. and really, if you doodle in class (during a BORING and totally MEANINGLESS lesson) you wont fall aslp! doodling is a really really good form of entertainment, and you know what? its not hazardous not pollutive not corrosive not dangerous and it comes out different everytime!

- THAT JUST SOUNDED LIKE A PERSUASIVE SPEECH.

omgosh. today was supposed to present the persuasive speech for english. like so heng cos everyone got off track!! yay!! haha k im saddist.. but i didn even prepare anything lo.. boo..

anyways, was sorta frustrated in the morning.. cos no script no nothing.. had panic attack but slowly no more liaos =] haha dots. o ya had art just now and i beautifully painted my uniform into many different colours!! *applause* haha.. and my arm is full of paint.. i think im gonna flunk my art cos its damn difficult to paint :( SHI BAI..

please. rmb me.

tired.

2005-07-05T14:38:00.000+08:00

today's supposed to be some youth day celebration i guess.. blah but ended up the EA meeting lasted until 4pm.. *yawns*

anyway, managed to finish reading mobiao! so proud of myself.. haha -.- well thank you so much tong!! without you i dont even think i'd understand the story lols..

tmr's gonna be such a sian day.. double periods for every subject!! ><>< boo..

i have bruises all over my body. i dntknw why either!! its like, i wake up with sores everywhere. ouchh.. even my cheeks hurt :( and my ulser hasn't recovered yet. OUCH. that terribly horribly vegetably HURTS like hell! :'(

i dntknw whether i can pass mobiao tmr.. hopefully i can.. well i DID spend time reading it.. and i did read with erm, a certain degree of detail :D haha lol i think im gonna die in some way.. sleepy mode sorry so i dnt really know what im typing :D haha -.-

i feel like talking to someone.. but at this hour?! everyone's probably snoring dreaming happy dreams or nightmares.. hope someone dreams of me!! hahaha im ur worst nightmare.. so most prob that person will end up crying in the morning -.-

ladidum, oh ya abt dhp?

ive decided.

im accepting. (hope i made the right choice)

nostalgia

2005-07-04T12:23:00.000+08:00

i feel sad.

why, why didnt i treasure the times we spent togther? now, everyone's like, going separate ways. nostalgia. haha yupps that's the word.. thanks minlu =)

why cant dhs be in FULL ip?! like that no one will leave for another jc whatsoever.. why do we even have this stupid ip thingy in the first place?! now almost everyone's blogging abt this.. and really.. nostalgia nostalgia nostalgia (fine i dntknw when to use it but who cares la :D)

i dnt knw how to express my feelings. urghhh im not good at this.
to all 2fers: i know it has been hard.. really hard to be you know, bonded together as a class.. there are obviously differently cliques in our class. its like, DUH. but i really really hope.. that in this remaining 4 months together in our little classroom painted with our hands.. we'll make the best out of everything. as in, try to be erm, more united? oh wells.. i dntknw how to phrase it.. urghhh.. i feel like turning back time.. turn it back to the middle of last year, or the starting of this year.. it's like, so difficult to build up such strong friendship.. esp in cs.. and 2f. just realised that so many ppl just got invited into tjc.. minlu got in.. samantha got in.. many others too.. a suddenly feeling of regret and sadness came into me. why didnt i treasure the times we all were together.. if they really really go.. i'll miss them like hell. :(

same goes to 2f.. i dnt know who got accepted into which jc.. but, for some special reason we are in the same class. its fate i guess. please, lets enjoy ourselves in this remaining 4mths together.. i really really really dnt want to split into different classes.. but its like, so contradicting. there are 2fers who hate 2f.. and me myself i want to be in the same class as cs ppl.. i dntknw.. everything's jus revolving around me so fast.. not giving me enough time to think. to plan, about what i want to do next. it's just random. it happens and then it vanishes.. yadah yadah..

my camera's currently with eunice. i've decided, im gonna bring my cam everyday and take as many photos with everyone as possible.

i feel like crying.

shi qu le, cai dong de zhen xi..

wudao rocks

2005-07-04T00:24:00.000+08:00

whoots.. haha wanted to blog ytd abt the performance at sentosa.. but too tired so zz when i reached home. btw, thank you mei xian wu mei for fetching me home!! thank you so much.. i might have died in the mrt :D

anyway, i was half an hour late ytd morning. heh heh heh what to do la.. my alarm clock spoil ma!! >< boo.. then was rushing like hell to the cluster room.. so after practicising zhao yang i was alr sweating like hell, like i've never sweat before! T_T

ladidum so off we went to sentosa!! we sang in the bus.. so fun! wudao rocks! lala.. lolo.. lili.. haha -.- thanks lyon.. u're a really good counsellour!! <3

i think our performance was not bad la, tong cheerup k? the past has past.. its not ur fault. nobody noticed it anyway! so cheer up and SMILE!! i love you! <3

omg im so falling in love with wudao. blahh joy ALMOST disowned me and i ALMOST got a new mummy!! hahaha lol lol i dont want a PAPA anymore. (dnt wry joy :D)

lalala.. lololo.. cs rawks :)

(you know who you are) im really sorry.. if it was my fault that is.. sincerely, i really regarded you as a friend. i had the dardenst idea why you had to think that way. anyhow, take care and god bless you.

im an eggplant artist!!!

2005-07-02T14:08:00.000+08:00

im knighted an eggplant artist!!

YAY!!!!

im gonna earn moneY! $_$

boos..

2005-07-02T11:56:00.000+08:00

youth day celebration today! kinda okay la.. btw i started my friendster blog! haha was sian ma. so ya you know i just erm, created a blog on friendster. haha lols.

had a really nice conversation with lyon meixian and joanna just now after xiju.. so so so nice.. i love them.

im just so pissed.
im PISSED.

go DO WHATEVER YOU WANT. YOU WONT LISTEN TO WHATEVER I SAY ANYWAY. GO TO HELL MAN. YAYAYAYAYA WHATEVER YOU SAY IS CORRECT. OH FUCK IT. YOU THINK YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO FEELS LIKE THAT? LIKE I'D NEVER FELT LIKE THAT BEFORE? YOU ARE SO SO SO SO SO SO SO WRONG GIRL. SO WRONG. HA! I DIDN CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS. I TREAT YOU LIKE DIRT, LIKE SPARE TIRE, LIKE SHIT, LIKE WHATEVER USELESS THING! OKAY FINE! BE THAT WAY!! I CANT HELP IT IF YOU CONTINUE THINKING THAT STUPID SHIT WAY OF YOURS! OH PLS! CHANGE YOUR FREAKING MINDSET! ITS DRIVING ME NUTS! NOT ONLY YOU MISS, ME TOO. K FINE IM HYPOCRITIC! I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU. HAPPY? I TRIED ASKING YOU OVER, BUT DID YOU? YOU DIDN WANT TO! I ASKED YOU I ASKED YOU I ASKED YOU I ASKED YOU I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID.

OH WHAT THE HELL?! GO DO WHATEVER YOU WANT.

URGH!

war of the worlds

2005-07-01T11:43:00.000+08:00

I FINALLY WATCHED WAR OF THE WORLDS!

TWINIEUNICE U ROCK MY ANKLESOCKS! I LOVE YOU TO A HUNDRED THOUSAND MILLION GAZILLION TEENY WEENY BITS!!! :D

yupps.. after school twinie and i went to watch war of the worlds!! whoots.. so pathetic lah bugis only got initial d and war of the worlds.. so we had no choice but to watch it. cos eunice watching it on monday.. i feel so bad la! >< anyway, thank you so much much much for your sacrificial choice.. hahaha lol it was damn thrilling.. and we kupped lotsa lotsa postcards! tsk tsk.. eunice arh.. take dunno how many arh?!? hahaha lols :D

oh wells anyway i think tom cruise is not bad looking! his eyes are nice.. so big.. wahhhh.. i so want to dig his eyeballs.. o_O anyway dakota fanning so freaky lah! cos of her big eyes, white skin.. very suitable for ghost movies. bleahs, oh yea, first twinie and i got 2 very horrible seats. haha den we managed to switch to the front!! then got 2 ppl blocking us. so we moved to another one. hahahaha so funny lah.. :DD

twinie rocks! too bad we didn take neoprints.. cos no money.. haha saving money for our future endeavours ya know? yupps.. lol im so nonsensical..

today's mdm tay's last day.. sobs. we learn to treasure things only after losing them.. i agree with this phrase so much.. everyone misses mdm tay now!! miss ngau is like, horrible.

anyway, gonna wear new class tee tmr!! so excited.. haha youth day celebration mah.. oh yes.. getting back homecons paper tmr.. gulps.. got phobia ever since history paper.. blahh.. dun remind me..

let me ask you a question:

what do you do when you see banana SKIN on the floor? :D LOL!!

i love cs

2005-06-30T11:16:00.000+08:00

boo.. jus came back from school.. felt like blogging so ya. switched on the com and blah blah blah you know the rest :D

wells just now tong shunying meixian lyon joanna jocelyn and i were discussing about the dhp thingy.. i feel really bad.. only joanna didnt get it. and its like, we want to join.. but joanna will be left out. we dntknw what to choose.. so difficult la!! >.< grr freak..

o anyway, did the lit role play today!! hahaha luckily i didn forget my lines. my face was full of glitter after that -.- hahaha im miss glitter :) hahaha dots!

i have lotsa things to blog about today.. but blah blah i dont feel like typing.

oh yah, my brother's sick!! and i dont want him to recover. hahahahaha lol.